I NEED to write, but my thoughts are racing at alarming speeds. Hence why the blogs been so quiet.
I’m desperately trying bring myself into the eye of the storm where I can be still enough to process at a pace that allows me to work my way through the intensity.
In thought I’m writing and crafting and filing, but my fingers are far too slow to express in words. And well, recording is not an option since my verbal expression gets stuck in the process of my thoughts.
So, I’m listening to some music on a loop trying to slow down – but it’s taking a lot longer that usual. Literally need time to not have to speak or see any people – like find a quiet space to stare at the dark while holding onto my light.